affect you personally? >> i didn't know what to do with myself. it was a dead zone of time where i just had nothing to do other than panic. >> she had recently been diagnosed with bipolar disorder and was prone to extreme anxiety. like many of us, she was faced with an nchths overload. >> my issue with dr. fauci right out the gate was initially he said masks were unnecessary. then he dialed it back and said masks are necessary. i think that the juxtaposition of information that was so polar opposite was really what caused me to crack. i began to question what was happening. >> reporter: as she dug deeper into the internet trying to make sense of it all, she discovered a new theory. the pandemic was a coverup for something far worse. warp some of the things