certain parts of kickchicago. what have you seen in the e.r.s where you're seeing drama up close and personal. you were seeing people come in who have been victims of these shootings. >> yeah, i mean, i think the reality is that this can happen to anyone. you know, this happens to children that access a firearm because it's not stored appropriately. this happens to people that are attending places of worship. this happens to people that are going to school to try to get educated. nobody is immune and i think we really have to as a country really step back and realize this isn't a partisan issue. this is an issue any one of us can be affected. it's just a matter of time as to what the next trending hashtag is. >> we talk so much about the victims and there have been far too many people who have died from this but we don't talk about enough about survivors. you're saying your vocal chord is impacted because of what you went through. as a trama surgeon, talk to us