the fact that he wanted to see the patients. yes so needs to go injected medicine to his patients in the 1st place which may kill them so then he could come to the to the scene and be the big hero to reanimate and to save them actually but a lot of times that didn't work so they just died and she was fully aware of that she actually used his patients only to make himself better and to feel to make himself feel better so also that's that was the motivation behind it and that's also why a judge berman. there is a particular. sense of guilt which which is given that means that after 15 years of jail he might have to stay longer in prison and if you compared for example to the us there were $85.00 murders and for each murder 15 years that one make 1270 years so this particular you know guilds which is here also talked about this