put me out of business. >> if the tourists don't come, there will be no one to rent pat's wave runners. >> this business is your life here? >> exactly. >> so if you lose it? >> who knows? i mean, i don't know what to do, man. i mean i'm 46 years old. i have done this for 25 years. i can't go back to school and get a new career. >> you have a tammy that you are trying to look after, two? >> i have got a 5 month old son and a 4-year-old son. i mean, what am i supposed to tell them? you know, this is something i'm building to leave to my children so, i don't know, man. i mean, yeah, it makes me angry, scared. i don't know what i'm going to do. >> i don't know what i'm going to do. that, shep is, a question that is being asked by tens, if not hundreds of thousands along the entire gulf coast, if there is one word to sum up the mood here tonight, it is despair. shep?