>> i was faithful at heart, but not faithful all the way. >> reporter: usher told oprah that although he and tamika had divorced, he was devastated when 11-year-old kyle glover, foster's son from a previous marriage, was killed in july after being hit by a jet ski. >> i miss kyle. >> was kyle a part of your life when you were married? was he? >> a great part of my life. >> were you at the funeral? >> it hurts me to say -- it hurts me to hear the fact that people speculating and say i wasn't at the funeral because i was absolutely at the funeral. >> reporter: usher says he is focusing on being a better father for his own children. while the often uninhibited singer was candid with oprah about his personal life, it was this personal question that made even him blush. >> have you or do you make love to your own music? >> all right. um, some may say this would be rather narcissistic -- >> yes. >> -- but yes. [ laughter ] >> nothing like a candid answer. >> i love oprah. got to tell you, i call her the