>> as these women get closer to freedom, they remain mindful of the fine line between getting out and actually moving on. >> when i get out of prison, i'll be the kind of person that carries a good job, be the best mother i can be. that's my number one priority, is to be a mother to my child. i cannot bring those children back, i cannot bring the gentleman and his girlfriend back, and i can't wipe the tears of the family members or my own family members. but i can keep trying to move forward and do the best that i can do for others. i'll try to replace it that way. that's the only way i know how. >> that's what i need to do, is just focus on the fact that in two years i will be out, and maybe there's something i can do on the outside. i want to see the outside. i want to see some beauty. try to forget about this place.