Hello everyone. This is CJ. Longtime users who know me here I say hello, happy holidays to you all… to anyone new who reads this hello to you too… this post right now is, it’s kind of a prologue to a post I hope to make tomorrow because I dont think right now I could write the meat and potatoes of the situation, being knee deep in the mix as I am at this second but it does my anxieties some good just to at least write this much… I am coming looking for some help and advice… some bizarre things have been happening for several years now with my health… I think i talked about it a little last time when our good friend told me folks were wondering how I was doing which was really touching to me. But for instance how I gave 20 vials of blood from a thumb vein at NYU and it revealed nothing other then inhuman levels of bile retention and HIV esque levels of low almost non existant white and red blood cells And some other stuff… that was 2018 but these issues started early 2017 but some of the stuff I wonder about actually if some thing has been going on for decades but I was young and had a good immune system or whatever… like ugh I hate to admit this but I trust my friends here and I just better… well if I can say so humbly I was a good looking boy… ok but in recent years inexplicably and unexplainable the skin around my eyes and indeed elsewhere its like…. disappearing and it’s like not a small thing… but when I noticed it first a couple years ago… I went back and saw a very small indication of it in some photos from like 10 years prior. So that’s what I mean…