perfect and wanted the kids perfect, and it just -- i put undue stress on myself. as a result of that, i just couldn't handle it all. >> now you've watched the opioid crisis really overtake the country? yeah. >> what are your feelings about that and you must have a great sense of identification when you were going through it. >> completely. lessen, y listen, you could good night two steps without having a doctor prescribe, and it wasn't just me, oh, honey, just go home and have a drink or go home -- let me give you these pills. it -- it was way too easy to get this stuff. i mean, i'm totally at fault. did i this, but it's way too easy to get it, and i'm glad that people are beginning now to take action and making sure that that's not the case and that only those who truly need it. >> we talk about all of those people going through opioid addiction and very few have to go through it in the public eye.