watched the movie. you did a terrific job, just such a vizeral sort of thing that is coming out of you. you lost your job january 2008. what did that do to you as a person? >> it made me reevaluate where i was in my life. as a man in this world we are expected to provide for our family and i think that's what the hardest part was for me is to go back and tell my wife and my children that i don't know where our future is headed. >> wow, we'll talk to you about what you have done in your life in just a moment. the budget is coming out today and the president in the state of the union address today outlined $100 million job creation program and you've been out of work since 2005. do you have any hope that the president's job creation program will be able to help you out? >> yes, i'm very hopeful and i'm just thinking positive and i believe the economy is going to turn around and i believe, you know, this is america and i