decades where he hasn't been head coach. and to top it off, his nittany lions lost to nebraska by three points on senior day, the last home game of the season. paterno's son jay is still an assistant coach. he broke down after fielding espn reporter post-game questions. it was the first game since the child sex allegations changed everything for the team, the school, and the country. before kickoff, both teams gathered together midfield and prayed. >> father god, we thank you so much. we thank you that you've chosen us to be here this day at this time. >> they took a knee and prayed for the eight alleged young victims. former defensive coordinator jerry sandusky, now 67 years old, and out on $100,000 bond. some of the alleged victims as young as 10 years old. and if you watched today's game, you saw the school's brand new president's taped message on getting past all this. >> we remain committed to our core values, and we will rebuild the trust, honor and pride that have endured for generations. please join me in this effort. we are penn state. >> let's take a live look now at the penn state campus tonight. all appears to be normal and quiet, just one week after the scandal broke, a far cry from the violence that broke out wednesday night when news broke of paterno's firing. student mobs rioted, turning over a news van, smashing car windows, newspaper boxes, and clashing with police. it was a game day unlike any other in penn state's long history. tears in the stands as generations of nittany lions fans realized an era is over and a new uncertain future awaits their once-revered program. let's take another live look at the penn state campus again where all appears to be quiet, again, one week after this scandal broke. as a matter of fact, our very own mary snow reports on the happenings on campus today. >> reporter: it was a moment not witnessed by penn state fans before. instead of charging the field, players walked out arm in arm. then silence. the moment follows the darkest chapter of penn state's history with the arrest of former defensive coordinator jerry sandusky, accused of sexually abusing eight boys over a decade and a half. fans joined players in remembering victims. >> it was different. it was very, very touching, particularly the beginning of the game. how both teams came together, you know, embraced like that. it was awesome for the fans and the entire community. >> reporter: the somber tone was in stark contrast to the turmoil earlier in the week when legendary coach joe paterno was fired along with penn state's president. the ouster followed questions about what wasn't done after allegations involving sandusky surfaced in 2002. paterno had been at the helm for 46 years. his son jay is a member of the coaching staff. >> dad, i wish you were here. we love you. >> outside paterno's home fans gathered, but paterno didn't talk. while he isn't charged with anything, paterno this week hired a criminal defense attorney. sandusky out on $100,000 bail maintains his innocence. as the investigation continues, the football game was a welcome diversion, say some fans, after a tumultuous week. penn state lost the game. while some critics think the game should have been canceled, penn state's new interim president said it was worth playing. >> i personally felt that this was a time to play, but it was also a time when we could recognize and bring national focus to the problem of sexual abuse. >> mary snow joins us now live from the campus. mary, good evening. i can hear people behind you. i don't know if there are crowds out. i don't know what's going on. what's the mood on campus tonight? >> you know, don, it appears to be a typical saturday night in a college town. particularly here at state college. it has been fairly quiet. you know, a lot of people said that they just really didn't know what to expect going into today's game. but really the tone was set last night when we saw that vigil for victims of child sex abuse. we saw thousands of students coming out, really wanting to send a very strong message and, of course, that continued on the football field today. and it's been very quiet. of course, saturday night young college students are out. but really nothing out of the ordinary. >> is this on their minds tonight, or are they trying to at least carry on and move on as best they can? >> reporter: yeah, you know, don, it's interesting, i talked to a couple of students earlier who said they really welcomed the game today because they said for the first time this entire week it brought back a bit of normalcy. and they said that that would last for perhaps a day and they were kind of embracing just this diversion, but of course, this has been on their minds and some suggested like the first step towards healing. >> all right, mary snow, thank you very much for your reporting tonight. penn state was missing another coach on the sidelines today, receivers coach -- receivers coach mike mcqueary. mcqueary was a graduate assistant in 2002 when he reported seeing jerry sandusky raping a young boy in a penn state locker room shower. on one hand, he was one of the few people to speak up in the case, telling coach paterno, who then ran it up the school's chain of command. but on the other hand, many questioned why mcqueary didn't do more, like call the cops him. he was placed on administrative leave indefinitely after the school said he received death threats. the alleged child sex abuse scandal unfolding at the school raising troubling questions about past suspicions surrounding former coach sandusky and how those were dealt with. the mom of one of the alleged victims spoke out on "good morning america." >> and at some point he came to you and said he wanted some information about how to look up sex weirdos? >> yes. >> what did you think of that? >> i asked him who he was looking up, and he said he wanted to see if jerry was on there. and i said, well, why would you look him up? and he said, i don't know, he's a weirdo. >> her son was not the first or only alleged victim. his case is key because he reported it and, as a result, triggered this sex abuse investigation against sandusky. according to a grand jury, sandusky allegedly victimized eight boys, at least one as young as 7 or 8 years old, going as far back as 1994. we'll have a lot more on this story including a panel discussion in just a few minutes here on cnn. in other news tonight, republican candidates for president debate again. we'll hear from them next. and a promising young baseball player rescued from kidnappers in the jungles of venezuela. you'll hear from him. mine was earned over the south pacific in 1943. vietnam, 1967. i got mine in iraq, 2003. u.s.a.a. auto insurance is often handed down from generation to generation, because it offers a superior level of protection and because u.s.a.a.'s commitment to serve the military, veterans, and their families is without equal. begin your legacy. get an auto insurance quote. u.s.a.a. we know what it means to serve. 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do they understand the gravity of this now? >> yeah, i think they do. i mean apart from the sex crimes, you have this other prong which is classic who knew what, when did they know it, and i think the students realize that this is not going away anytime soon. there are a lot of unanswered questions. if you can make it through that gruesome, grotesque report, you'll see clearly people are lying. it's impossible everyone's telling the truth. because stories just don't add up. stories contradict themselves. and i think the next prong of this is investigations and perhaps civil litigation that are hopefully going to figure out who knew what and when they knew it because there are a lot of unanswered questions still. >> there were some who wondered why even have this game today, it should have been either postponed or canceled and they wonder if it's a little odd to have this. what's the sentiment there? i think they probably, it was either -- i'm just sort of assuming here -- it was either have mcqueary step aside, have paterno step aside and go on with the game, which brings in a lot of money, or have them stay and postpone it or either cancel it and then still have to deal with why they covered it up. >> yeah, i mean, this was debated here on campus. and i think what was finally decided is look, for the seniors it was their last home game. for the players on this team, who had nothing to do with this. a week ago none of them knew anything about these allegations. it would have been unfair to them. the game was strange in terms of atmosphere. a lot of people thought there would be protests and really, it was sort of a somber mood. penn state lost a close game but it really didn't feel heartbreaking. in a way i think it brought this community together. but there were definitely discussions, is it appropriate to play football? i think the decision was look, it's not fair to the kids on the team. worked with abuse victims, you heard what jon said. somewhere somebody is lying. we always say innocent until proven guilty. when i talk to a psychologist and law enforcement, i have a friend who works with the fbi, and he said this is what he does. he said there's never been victims who were in collusion with an accuser in this manner, usually it's the other way around, people don't come forward. jon said clearly someone is lying. you're shaking your head as he's saying that. what do you think? >> i agree. i read the same document. i thought it was pretty obvious as well that it appears to be some type of cover-up, you know, that they basically didn't want to report it to the authorities because of how it would reflect on the school. and unfortunately, that's very common in cases of sexual abuse, and that there tends to be a lot of denial even within families, that they don't want to admit to it, and other organizations as well. >> real quickly, if you look at jerry sandusky who is the accused here, he has this charity. he always had boys around him. is that sort of a classic person who is prone to this behavior or -- >> well, he certainly did a lot of things that are common among child molesters, meaning that he got himself in a position of trust and authority and he got access to disadvantaged youth who would be particularly vulnerable. >> tony, i want you to talk about this but i want you guys to listen to this. and again, this is very graphic. here's what penn state assistant coach mike mcqueary, now on administrative leave, says he witnessed in 2002. again, it was very graphic. he witnessed this in 2002 when he was a graduate assistant. >> he saw a naked boy, victim 2, whose age he estimated to be 10 years old, with his hands up against the wall being subjected to anal intercourse by a naked sandusky. the graduate assistant was shocked but noticed that both victim 2 and sandusky saw him. the graduate assistant left immediately, distraught. >> tony, you -- you were raped at you said 9 years old, right? >> yes. >> if this is what he witnessed, this would be rape. >> yes. >> you would have wanted someone to come to your rescue. >> yeah, definitely if someone saw that, i would have wanted someone to believe what happened and believe what they saw and not to sort of defy or deny what they're actually seeing. and i would want someone to like advocate for me and get help. especially when they see that i'm being victimized. >> yeah. and as a -- you know, i wanted to hoe people what a 10-year-old boy -- you just hear the words sometimes, a 10-year-old boy. a 10-year-old boy is a little boy. he's a kid. so when you think about, oh, it's a 10-year-old boy. but there's the example of what a child looks like. and we all have nieces, nephews, children, brothers and sisters who are of that age. so it's horrifying. i want you guys to stick around. we're going to talk about how you move on. tony, particularly i want to know from you how the victims of abuse move on, how the other people who have been victimized by this as students move on. and jon wertheim as well, how this whole -- the campus and the football program and the school moves on as well. we're back in a moment. an accident doesn't have to slow you down. with better car replacement available only with liberty mutual auto insurance, if your car's totaled, we give you the money for a car one model year newer. to learn more, visit us today. responsibility. what's your policy? penn state's new president is speaking out about the child abuse sex scandal that's rocked the school and the country. joining us again our panel of experts, jon wertheim, senior investigative reporter with "sports illustrated," live on the penn tate cstate campus. in san jose tony rodgers, a sex abuse victim. and here in atlanta julie medlin a psychologist and sex abuse expert. the new president spoke about moving past this scandal. here's what he had to say tonight. >> we remain committed to our core values and we will rebuild the trust, honor and pride that have endured for generations. please join me in this effort. we are penn state. >> jon wertheim, you're an investigative reporter, you've been covering this team for years, the nittany lions. joe paterno, his legacy, all of that. how do they move on from a situation like this? and i don't -- it's unprecedented. >> it's unprecedented. i think what makes it difficult is that this is still going to unravel. i mean, there's still a lot of testimony. there are multiple investigations. one of them federal. again, there's going to be civil litigation. if this were just one horrible act, you don't even want to -- one bad act and we could just sort of move forward and memorialize it, that would be one thing. but this is an evolving fluid situation. and i appreciate the president's sentiment. but there's a lot of discovery left in this scandal. >> doctor, how does a nation move on from this? what's the lesson here? is this a point where we can -- where people can learn about sex abuse, learn about silence, learn about possibly covering up, how we deal with this, why we don't like to talk about it? >> yes, absolutely. i think this is a perfect opportunity for us to learn more about sexual abuse. for parents to learn more about how they can try to take steps to protect their children from sexual abusers. you know, to educate our children about sexual abuse. so that you know, as soon as they start feeling their boundaries are being violated that they will tell and that parents and other people will respond appropriately and report it. >> it is estimated that one in six young men is a victim of sexual abuse. there's an organization called oneinsix.org which tony, that organization helps you as an adult get through this. so for the victims here, how do they move on? what do you tell them, tony? >> well, say just knowing that it's not their fault and that they have to surround themselves with people who really love and support them and they have to be willing to just really accept what has happened. you can't wish that it goes away but just know there's a place within you that's impenetrable and you have to really go to that place and use whatever tools you have available to really make sure you maintain your life and clean up the debris and residue from this situation whenever it pops up in your life. >> since you had this opportunity -- >> you deserve a good life. >> good advice. since you have this opportunity here tonight-s is there anything, tony, you want to say to the country, to the people who are watching about the violence with this issue? >> i think it's important when a child speaks up and when people are witnesses to a child being hurt that they really speak up and seek help and advocate for the child. and sexual crimes are a violation of the human spirit. i equate it to murder. so if you are watching this, you're watching a homicide. please help children get support and help -- and end it. >> tony rornlds,, julie medlin, and jon wertheim, thank you very much. we'll be right back. 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nobody knows. it was missing for all of this time. there are known there are 20 copies of this thing. and all of a sudden, it pops up in 2005, a group of u.s. art dealers say hey, we think we've got an original da vinci. >> pretty cool. >> so of course, they analyze it from a panel of people. here's why they say it's a da vinci, is you look at the back of it. okay, so obviously it's deteriorated over the years and they can see some of the original sketchings on the back of it. they didn't see that on the other 20 copies. in addition to that, they matched up some of the pigments from this painting and some of da vinci's other paintings and say they match up. so they authenticated it earlier this year. it's on display. >> so they have their you know what together on this. they know what it is. >> it's worth about $200 million by the way. >> do you remember this? to the moon, alice. >> to the moon. i remember one small step for man. one giant leap for mankind. >> look at that. >> we're talking about the moon here tonight. and so this goes all the way back 40 years to landing on the moon. you know, 1969 in july. not only did man walk on the moon but they also took samples from the surface of the moon and brought them back to here in the u.s. and they analyzed them and found out that the moon rocks had magnetic properties. and they're like, what? this has been baffling them all of this time because the moon doesn't have a magnetic field. >> okay. >> the earth has a magnetic field. here's why. i've got this avocado -- >> oh, my gosh. >> from downstairs. i know. but it kind of helps explain the structure of the earth, right? >> right. >> so we have our solid inner core. the meat here, that's the hot magma of the earth. and then we've got our outer crust. and because the earth spins, that creates those motions and creates a magnetic field. now, the moon is just one big chunk, one big hunk of rock, basical basically, and it doesn't spin. and it's too cold to have some of these properties. so they're like, okay, well, why is it, then, that there could be magnetic properties in these rocks? so they've got a theory now as to why this happened. basically, they're saying a huge on the the size of mars crashed into the earth and a big chunk of it came off and they think the moon used to be much closer to the earth than it is now. in fact, maybe twice as close as it used to be. it cooled over time. so you could see how it could have the magma in it originally. but it has to do with the tides. they think the tides, the pull between the earth and the moon, was enough to move the crust of the moon and make that magnetic field. >> did you ever think of being a science teacher? >> it's kind of complex, but it's cool, isn't it? >> you're a great meteorologist. but i think you could have been a science teacher. it took me back. >> there's a little science involved there, as well. >> it went over my head. i'll just study for the test like i did in high school. >> we'll talk about it later. >> thank you, jacqui. i appreciate it. i have a statistic for you that might surprise you. fewer than 1% of u.s. airline pilots are african-american. and one man hopes to change that. julius alexander has been sharing his love of flying with minority teens for more than 30 years. it's today's "what matters." >> where's my pilot? are you ready? >> yes, sir. >> okay. >> reporter: julius alexander knows the power of flight and is using it to inspire young african-americans. >> most of the kids, especially minority kids, think of entertainers and athletes as their superstars. what i wanted to do is to get young black kids involved at an early age in aviation. >> alexander is a pilot and former teacher. he combined his passions in the 1980s and founded a.c.e., aviation career enrichment. >> you wear that shirt and those khaki trousers, you're representing us. >> the atlanta-based organization uses flight training to sharpen kids' academic skills and expose them to careers in aviation. >> we use aviation as a capsule of learning. aviation has a very practical application in all academic disciplines. when we teach navigation, we're teaching geography. when we teach meteorology, we're teaching earth sciences. and it goes on and on and on. >> reporter: students not only gain technical skills but also self-confidence. >> when the student solos an airplane, that develops tremendous self-esteem in that individual. if you can fly an airplane, you can do anything. >> you walk away with more than aviation skills. >> ray john bethune knows this firsthand. he learned how to fly and is now an a.c.e. instructor. >> there's a world of knowledge you gain here at a.c.e. focused on making you a better person and going out into the real world. >> alexander says seeing that transformation gives him a sense of proud. >> my greatest reward is seeing that 16-year-old kid go out and make a solo flight, i have changed somebody's life. when these students go out and they succeed, i know that none of this has been in vain. >> alexander says he has personally trained at least 15 students who have gone on to become professional pilots. coming up -- ♪ ♪ it's the end of the world as we know it ♪ >> after 31 years and 85 million albums, r.e.m. is breaking up. why? 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[ cheers and applause ] [ playing out of tune ] [ playing in tune ] [ male announcer ] at mcdonald's®, we support the community by giving to programs that bring out the best in our youth... ...because we believe when you feed the competitive spirit... ...it enriches the entire neighborhood. the simple joy of being deeply rooted. ♪ we are on countdown to a music milestone. in three days r.e.m. releases its last album ever. it's got a long name to reflect the 31 years r.e.m. has thrived in an industry notorious for one-hit wonders. cnn's shannon cooke interviewed the band on why it's over for r.e.m. and shannon, the cynic in me has to ask, do you think that this is all a publicity stunt? >> oh, you old cynic, you. i can understand why people might say that, but for a publicity stunt for r.e.m. just seems so unlike r.e.m. but i guess only time will tell. in the meantime, here's part one of my interview with michael stipe and mike mills. ♪ when your day is long ♪ and the night ♪ the night is yours alone >> this isn't really a dramatic breakup, is it? it's really just the end of the road for r.e.m. >> it's the end of the road for r.e.m. >> as we know it. sorry. >> as a touring and recording entity. you know, r.e.m. will continue to exist in our catalog, in our music. but as far as creating more stuff, no, that's the end. >> between the three of us, we kind of arrived at it at the same time. now, you can go into the blogosphere and everyone has their opinion of when r.e.m. should have or might should have broken up. but we didn't even call it breaking up. we disbanded. there's no animosity. there's no weirdness. there's no lawyers squaring off between us. we love each other and have huge respect for each other. we just reached a point where it didn't feel like it made sense to carry on any further. and we happened to do that at a very high point in a 31-year career of highs and lows. ♪ everybody hurts ♪ sometimes ♪ so hold on >> why quit? like why not just take a break and then just tour when you feel like it? >> because if you do that then you've got constant questions about when's your next record, when's your next tour. when are you going to do this? and in a way that would inhibit whatever it is we plan to do going forward. >> i think it would turn everything else in our life into a sideshow. people would say, when are you going to do the next r.e.m. record or tour. and for ourselves, i think we needed and wanted that closure and that clarity. >> so how do you feel about this? do you feel sad? are you relieved? >> certainly there's sadness. you know, it's bittersweet by all means. >> if the feelings go from here to here, we're feeling every one of them. >> but not relief, though, because relief implies like we're escaping something. and it certainly isn't that. there is -- the word that popped into my head, there certainly is an odd feeling of liberation. ♪ that's me in the corner ♪ that's me in the spotlight ♪ losing my religion >> it's a liberation. it's a clean break, a chance to move forward. >> so what do you do now? >> i took a deep breath the day of the announcement of our disbanding, and i just thought, now what? what do i do now? and i couldn't answer it for myself. so i decided to be very honest with everyone i spoke to about it and say i have no idea. i really don't know. but i'm going to take a sabbatical for a couple months or longer, and whatever i do, you'll know about it i hope. >> so a massive comeback tour. never say never? >> never say never, of course. but we're not going to do it. >> that's kind of a never. >> i mean, if we ever did, we would tell you exactly why and it would be because one of us for some reason or another really needed money. but i don't see that happening. at all. i mean, it is funny but we're being really honest by saying it's over. we love each other. we love what we did. it's done. ♪ i thought that i heard you laughing ♪ ♪ i thought that i heard you sing ♪ >> and you may have noticed that the third member of r.e.m., peter buck, was missing from that interview. he's actually touring with singer john wesley harding at the moment. and don, coming up in part two of the interview we get into the music of r.e.m., and the guys reveal which songs are on their minds as they go through this pretty big transition. >> awesome. that's right after the break. thn i would have liked to know? i like tacos. you invited eric? i thought eric gave you the creeps. 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